am I allergic to fresh air or something? After I posted yesterday evening I went for a nap and woke up fourteen hours later feeling much better. Almost human again in fact.

So I went out to grab some milk and bread from the shop and by the time I got home I felt like crap again. the only thing I can think of is being outside made me ill again.

*sigh*

'kay I'm off to write now, try to channel some of this into creativity maybe.

am I allergic to fresh air or something? After I posted yesterday evening I went for a nap and woke up fourteen hours later feeling much better. Almost human again in fact.

So I went out to grab some milk and bread from the shop and by the time I got home I felt like crap again. the only thing I can think of is being outside made me ill again.

*sigh*

'kay I'm off to write now, try to channel some of this into creativity maybe.

It's Mothering Sunday today in the UK, I know it's not in the rest of the world but for the past week we've been inundated with adverts for schmoopy cd compilations and perfumes and the like. I haven't bought anything for five years, since my mum died, and I'm generally not bothered about it all. Something hit me today though and since I was down anyway I was feeling very emotional. It didn't help that instead of the last minute mother's day present adverts, all I seemed to see were the 'smoking kills families' adverts which kill me every time. (My mum died of heart disease brought about by smoking) And to top it all, ST: Voyager was the episode where it looks as though Naomi might lose her mum in an away mission gone wrong.

So I cried a little, and wrote this.

It's pure schmoop and I nearly didn't post it, rileysaplank convinced me that while it's sappy it's not too sappy. So I'm posting it. It is a one shot, there will be no continuation, it's just something I needed to get out of my system.

( Alone Time )

It's Mothering Sunday today in the UK, I know it's not in the rest of the world but for the past week we've been inundated with adverts for schmoopy cd compilations and perfumes and the like. I haven't bought anything for five years, since my mum died, and I'm generally not bothered about it all. Something hit me today though and since I was down anyway I was feeling very emotional. It didn't help that instead of the last minute mother's day present adverts, all I seemed to see were the 'smoking kills families' adverts which kill me every time. (My mum died of heart disease brought about by smoking) And to top it all, ST: Voyager was the episode where it looks as though Naomi might lose her mum in an away mission gone wrong.

So I cried a little, and wrote this.

It's pure schmoop and I nearly didn't post it, rileysaplank convinced me that while it's sappy it's not too sappy. So I'm posting it. It is a one shot, there will be no continuation, it's just something I needed to get out of my system.

( Alone Time )