I have the best friends in the world. Thank you guys, I will reply to each of you individually, but thank you.

I'm back at work after the session. I am wiped out now and would love to just curl up in the corner and fall asleep but... I don't have enough flexi time not to be here until 5. My head is pounding and I feel awful but... I feel better. Kinda.Or I know I will feel better eventually, right now it's kinda like a bone that's broken and healed badly, it needs to be re-broken and you remember how much it hurt first time around but you also know it has to be done. So I'm a mess right now, but I'm going to be okay.