30 March 2006 @ 09:02 pm
Decisions, decisions...  
I'm listed as a beta reader on INAP, Effects... and Hand on Heart. I also beta read for friends (some of whom post here and some of whom don't). I was contacted today by an INAP user asking for a beta reader, I've asked him for details of the kind of story he'd be writing, what pairing etc, and he's replied with an outline of what could be a damn good story. It's just... I don't know if I have time to do it right now.

For someone I already beta for - absolutely, no problem. For someone I've not read before (and to be honest I don't know from Adam) - I'm unsure.

I don't want to let him down, but I also know my own tendancy to take on too many things and [livejournal.com profile] joss10k starts this weekend for me. You saw my insane list of ongoing projects the other day.  (And I'm going to start running again to train for a charity race in July). I have a lot on my plate already so theoretically I should say no and apologise to him.

On the other hand, his premise does seem incredibly promising - his emails are thought out (with proper spelling even!) and he seems to be a very nice guy. I want to read his story, is it selfish of me to offer to beta read it when I know I might not have the time to devote to it?

I think what I'm going to have to do is sleep on it, answer him tomorrow one way or the other. Whatever I decide I am not going to be critical of him - it takes courage to reach out to someone you've never spoken to before in this manner and he's been really nice - he even seemed a little surprised that I replied asking for more details.

I suck at decisons.
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