I can't do this anymore.

Although my sister now has broadband in her house, I can't get my own LJ to load, nor can I get my flist to load. I can't keep in touch with anyone right now, because this is my primary means of communication and it's failed me. I don't know what's going on anymore because I simply am not online and no one is telling me because they think someone else already has. I'm out of the loop and it makes me miserable each time I log in and watch the pages try to load and then just hang there doing nothing.

So for the foreseeable future, I'm putting this journal on hiatus.

The sites are kinda on hiatus too because I just cannot get to them on a regular enough basis to maintain them.

I've been on LJ for years now and I've been involved in fandom for far longer than that, I've made so many amazing friends online - some of whom have come in and out of my life from time to time, some of whom will never be able to get rid of me - I have a place in my heart for each and every single person who reads this journal. For each of you who has come through the tears and the joy; who've seen me falter and who've helped me pick myself up again.

I love you all.

Thank you.

I miss you more than words can say.