Um... when did this happen? I'm in the local library and - shock horror - I can actually open pages on my LJ. My own journal, my flist, my messages page. I'm confused.

I've given up trying to access anything on my sister's computer - mostly because whenever I'm there nothing opens and I spend all day with four children who have the attention span of goldfish.

So... I'm kinda back? Kinda? Only when I can get to the library though which isn't as often as I'd like, but on the other hand it does get me out of the house and interacting with people.

I haven't gotten my P45 from my old job yet, which means I can't officially tell the government I'm not earning any money which means I have no money at all. Zero. Well, actually, I think I have about two pounds in my wallet but that's it. Can't pay my mortgage, can't pay the secured loan, can't pay my council tax or my TV license or anything else. Basically? I am not just on the breadline right now, thanks to my former employers dragging their feet, I am below the breadline. Joy. (I have food to get me through the week, just about - so long as I don't mind eating chilli and rice every day...)

My biggest worry right now? I don't have the money to pay for my prescription and I have five days worth of meds left. I've already done some... rationing, shall we say? But it screwed me completely at the weekend and I'm not doing that again. Sister tells me I should tick the box to say that I don't have to pay for my meds, but that's fraud. She might not care, but I do.

(And, I know this is so far down on my priorities it shouldn't really exist, but the DVDs of SPN s3 came out and I don't see a time when I'll have money to buy 'em. Nor will I be likely to go to Asylum 3 next year (or any other con))

Wow, this got all maudlin again.

Basically what I'm here to say is that I will have some time to spend online now, I can't download anything, certian sites are still restricted, but I will be around a little more.

Some of you will have noticed over the weekend that I had a little money in my phone and could actually answer texts - I now have 12pence. Which means I can't text anyone any more. *sigh*

Right, I've been composing this for about twenty minutes now and it's gotten really rambling so I'm going to look for a job now. (Before I throttle the very loud people currently hanging pictures for some local art exhibition right behind me.)

(ETA - as always folks, I'm so far behind that I'm never going to catch up, so please to be linking me to anything and everything?)